I mean I come off as tall, confident, outgoing.Just to name a few. But to ne honest all I am is the shy scared little girl living in the big city. Yes I may be tall but thats about it. I dont like my looks fact I hate my body, obviously I have no confidence, I dont know what I want with my life.
I moved to Toronto knowing what I wanted and ready to make something of myself and well that didnt work out. I quit school because I let some girl get to me to the point I couldnt stand being in the room with her. I quit my job because well I am not even really sure why I quit that job. And now I am working a part-time job for 11 bucks an hour and going through the paces. I need to figure out what I want to do!
I do know I want to lose weight! My boyfriend says I am hot and I have never had trouble getting a guy. But I look in the mirror and I see blah. I dont know maybe it is just part of the shit I am going threw. Oh well, my life sucks, I wonder if there is an addictions anonymous type group out there for someone like me!!!!
I moved to Toronto knowing what I wanted and ready to make something of myself and well that didnt work out. I quit school because I let some girl get to me to the point I couldnt stand being in the room with her. I quit my job because well I am not even really sure why I quit that job. And now I am working a part-time job for 11 bucks an hour and going through the paces. I need to figure out what I want to do!
I do know I want to lose weight! My boyfriend says I am hot and I have never had trouble getting a guy. But I look in the mirror and I see blah. I dont know maybe it is just part of the shit I am going threw. Oh well, my life sucks, I wonder if there is an addictions anonymous type group out there for someone like me!!!!
